Dear Diary

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Whenever I cry

You have been my witness

All the time

Whenever I feel alone

You have been my company

And never left me behind

Whenever am with you

There is no hesitation
There is no word like doubt

And with you

Nothing to compare with,

You are unlimited edition

You are my shock absorber

You are a good listener

The greatest silent keeper

You are a good communicator

You are therapeutic

My ever secret keeper

You are authentic

No words can be defined

Genuine and exceptional

You never criticize

You are sentimental

Truly non-judgmental

"DEAR DIARY"

written by Azeweht

A Call of Responsibility

I was running against time fighting for others' lives. I was never hesitant and quite determined to go through it all, and no matter how many storms passed by and how many obstacles I had to face, I made sure that at the end of the race I would try to surpass all, not because I want to but because I HAD TO! It was a call of responsibility.


It was then like raining cats and dogs when my family tried to run and ride on a boat from the rivers of hell where it was all rough and tough with the big rocks and big waves in the middle of stormy weather. It was a battle  against crisis of uncertainty and facing it was the most crucial part of it. The decisions involves risk taking while indulging all the eyes of the critics. 


Fears were overcome by the ropes of faith and by the light of hope that at the end of the day, we can make it all, and was blessed from above to conquer all. It might be a temporary destination, but from here I had moved forward and made a stepping stone. It was an experience of survival of the fittest where I had no choice but to change the route for a new direction in order to save lives. 

It was a clear motivation which was not for the sake of a higher post, definitely not an obscure ambition nor a dream come true, it was more of a call of responsibility or obligation and I was more than willing to offer myself  in a known place of self deprivation. In an uncertain situation, found a self-motivation inspired by the others to make a full change of direction. With full guts and determination along with faith, I willingly accepted the challenge to pursue a career in transcultural way. It was a no doubt that things would not be easy from the start when I had to turn over my life above as I had no idea on what awaits me to the foreign land.

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Start from Scratch!

Hi! I have been a frustrated blogger for a long time. I was in wordpress.com before but it seems like I have been encountering so many problems after I started working here in Saudi Arabia, like my system started to run slow and have difficulty now opening and accessing or editing my stuff there. I would have loved to transfer to self-hosted wordpess.org but it requires high maintenance and fees that I am afraid I cannot afford. I admit that I have been influenced by my friend, Sir Rob of Life Saving Solution to come up with an idea of transferring here in blogspot.com which he also suggested and I find it more flexible and easy to work out with starting from the different layouts, themes, and widget applications. Now and again I have to start from scratch.

My name is “Theresa” but you can call me “thess”…but got my name fixed as “theweza” from my previous blog at theweza.wordpress.com,  and now I have it all changed here as “azeweht”, yeah, that’s exactly the way how you would read “theweza” the opposite way. LOL!

Well anyway, I like to blog anything under the sun. I like to express myself in a journal, that’s where I started when I was a kiddo and I had it hidden that time in my closet where no one can see it before. I like to note everything that is happening to me, to express my opinion on some certain issues and topics and all that. I may not be perfectly good in grammar but I am trying to improve myself on it and I do hope that through this blogging system, I may be able to do so.

I do appreciate anything related to arts. I like to sketch and paint. I love to sketch faces of different people and paint anything that captures my attention. I used to do it when I had time when I was in high school and college, but for some reasons, due to life’s circumstances, I stopped. I want to go back doing all these stuffs of course, because somehow, from here, I also manage to release myself from all daily life’s stresses and tensions. 


I like to play with charcoals, pencils, and blend colors, be it water color, oil pastels or paints. I find myself being captivated on how I can form objects with simple lines and proper shadings and I do hope that I would be able to post my work of art here on my blog post. Well to do all these requires some motivation, right timing and most importantly proper mood so again, I do hope that I would be able to so.

I also like to make designs and decorate. I want to be more creative and artistic in my own little and simple ways. And if am not a nurse, I could have been an architect or fine artist. :p Well that’s my frustration anyway! LOL! I just wish I was on that field, I know, from these fields, surely, I can easily express myself, and show off who I really am. 


I also love photography that's why I always got my camera accompany me in all my walks, be it on an ordinary gatherings, simple occasions, mall hopping, or out of town escapades or adventures. I just simply like to captivate every moment of life because that's how precious it is for me and that's how I treasure it. ^_^

Well, what keeps me busy is what I  am actually doing right now. I am a nurse by profession, but am always an artist by heart. I am currently working as Emergency Room Nurse in a university hospital in Riyadh, Saudi Arabia.  My work is a challenge for me as well so I am trying hard to keep it, because the work itself gives me a different kind of enthusiasm to be a good health care provider or even better as we become a part of each and every patient's life  in the healing and wellness process. Yeah, it has been really hard for me experiencing all these different set ups and cultural backgrounds as I started working here in a foreign land, well I have to adopt.

Now, going back… allow me to express myself here, opinions, criticisms and whatever feedback you have in mind will always be highly appreciated. I am very much open for any improvements so join me on my little experience on walking through the journey of life. Again, this is “Azeweht”, signing off! Have a great day! Godspeed! =)

Written By|Azeweht

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